Biotoxina

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Mornin'
The 'project room' is going fine. Wall is in it's place (!! *happy*) so my darling and I are renovating in their room right now. (Pictures will come when everything is ready, been taking picts to post for you to view and see the changes) We went to the store last night and bought a bright light pink color for the girls room. Gonna paint three of the walls and use a wallpaper on the last wall.. Felicia was a real monster yesterday so we didn't shop as much as we first planned on shopping. But we might have found Jonathans wallpaper too, but it's best to let him have a say in it too before we run off and buy them hehe. And since he likes lilac we will try and find a cool wallpaper with that to for one of the walls.

Since we don't really celebrate new years, Kim will putty the ceiling when he comes home from work and we'll do some laundry.. got plenty of that.. would like to write "for once" but the truth is, "As usual" ;) Atleast we have booked the laundry room, so it will go rather fast with that. And maybe we'll watch a movie after that..

Jonathan went to his cousin yesterday with my mom and dad, so he will spend new years with them unless he get's homesick ofc.. then he will come back home. I don't mind him doing that cause it's so very silent... Kim is working, Felicia is watching Donald Duck and Cornelia will fall asleep soon. But it feels kinda nice too I have to admit, to rest the brain a bit from all the "discussions" J and F seem to be haveing now when they have a christmas break from the nurcery.

Hm.. in 14 days Cornelia turns 1 year old. And in 20 days Felicia turn 3 years old. I can't belive time has gone by so fast... It truly feels like yesterday when we went up to the hospital, full of excitment and expectations. We knew it was a girl, we even had named her Cornelia but when she was born it felt just as special as it did with jonathan and felicia when we didn't know the baby's gender. Everything felt just as exciting.
Okay, you might know the gender, but that's not the main point when it comes to having a baby. You don't know anything else but that.. so the suprice remain the same, the expecations are the same and the curiosity of who she will look like, how much hair will she have, what color of her eyes ect is the same. =) Thou it felt alot smoother knowing it was a she before she landed cause having all clothes ready for her saved alot of time, and time is preacious when you have a new born. It's luxery being able to go to take a shower in peace and quiet at the start haha
God... my stomache turn itself inside out now when iv realised soon I wount have a baby anymore, and since we'v talked about 3 is enough I probably wount have one later either.. *scarey* So I can just sit and wait 20 years for grandkids then... Kinda nice thought thou, you give them back after a day or two ;) But still... scarey. 
But with this baby things have been extra cosy since Kim stayed home with us the first 8 month, so it felt like we had some extra quality time together as a family. Totaly worth the money loss that came with that. A new car costs more but the reward for being home as a family was something that will last longer then a car.

Well... i should probably do something useful. Im just so very tired, weird since I sleept well, probably having issues with the body iron... Gonna start using iron supplement again to see if it helps. Gonna go to the doctor 8/1 to check up why im sick as often as I am, im well like 2 weeks top and then sick again mostly followed by some other sickness too, colds, stomache bugs, migranes, body ache ect.. im quiet tired of it.

Anyway, I wish everybody a happy new year!

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